In 2025 I......

- met alexis bledel?????

- dyed my hair purple, black, teal, blue, pink, and red (...and possibly orange next week ^-^)

- got a job I actually love with coworkers I love

- FINALLY SAW GREER LIVE AFTER BEING A FAN FOREVERRRRR AND ON THEIR LAST TOUR EVER BECAUSE THEY BROKE UP </3333

- saw some of my favorite artists live!!!1! (feeble little horse, kitty craft, big thief, fleshwater, american football, temachii)

- rediscovered Borderline by Ariana Grande and Missy Elliott (one of the best songs ever imo)

- forced myself to actually socialize and made sooo many new friends

- hosted 5 friend functions in my apartment :3

- used 3 full journals and actually prioritized my own wellbeing...

- got back into kpop!!!! yay 

- experienced snow in wampus with my friends omg magical af

- posted helllllaaaa on instagram i know my followers are sick of me

- went to a big time rush concert for free in the 8th row from the front on the floor in moody center..... my girlfriend met kendall at her job and he gave us free tickets and then kept interacting with us.... THIS WAS ACTUALLY SUCH AN UNREAL MOMENT FOR ME BTR WAS EVERYTHINNGNGGGGG TO ME GROWING UP

- started this blog :3 yayyyyy ok bye

Living out my childhood dream

When I was a kid, I always imagined myself as a cool teenager who worked at a coffee shop and had a blog and was always shopping.... Today I got off from my barista shift, then walked over to Urban Outfitters to window shop, and then I came home to my apartment and decided today is the freaking day........

I only have a few months left of being a teenager and the thought of that makes me actually sick to my stomach man I AM MEANT TO BE A TEENAGE GIRL FOREVERRRRRRRRRR But also I am sooooo excited for my twenties.... Oh god no I'm not I typed that out and immediately started tearing up I miss being a kid and my brothers living at home with me. I remember when we lived in the trailer park and I had gotten in a huge fight with my brothers, so I went into my room and sat and did the math to count the exact amount of days until I was 18 and could escape from them... Little did I know I would be 19 and crying anytime I see two boys with a little sister..... They're not even far away and I literally see them like every month but it's just not the same and it hasn't been for many years </3

2025 has been such a wonderful year for me in terms of friendship, creativity, love, family bonds, etc. I'm so full of joy and I really do love my apartment and my girlfriend and our crazy cats. My life feels like a cartoon sometimes I'm so blessed and I'm actually so unbelievably excited for 2026 YAAAYYYYYYYYYYYY Omg and the new hunger games movie comes out next year and I move into a house with my friends and I turn 20 and IM JUST SO EXCITED YATTTAFAEuawFJAe

My girlfriend says it makes sense for me to have a blog. I like that thought. LOL I have had like 4 tried blogs in the past like year and none of them made it past one post but hopefully this one is different because I think I need a new outlet my journal isn't really doing it for me anymore

I can't decide if I want to type casually or if I want to use proper grammar/punctuation......... Can't read the vibe yet.........